家人 Means Family

Family should protect their own family’s member.
Family should care for each other.
Trust is important to hold in each and every one of us.
So forgive and understanding should have it in family also right?

But now I can’t stop crying because of family.
My little heart breaks into pieces because of them.
It was so happening and real dramatic.

Neighbour may be your friend and enemy too.
You do not know when they will harm you.
It was the stupid neighbour who messes up my family.
I hate them totally inside and out.

My parents seldom fight or argue.
This is the first and headache problem I ever see.
I’m sad to see them quarrel and having cold war over there.
My heart totally in pain and shattered...

Tears are words the heart can’t express.
Hopefully everything turns well after few days just like how we are last time.

WTF!

I’m really mad sad right now! The assignment I do until so hard and wrote damn 4000++ words, end up what do I get???!! FAIL??? I get fail as a reward for the assignment?!

I’m damn depressed and I feel the hope is gone far away from me. I can’t see my star near me, just leave me in the dark alone to cry. Was it because it is the first time I meet failure in college?

The word “sad” can’t describe how sad I am. I feel so hopeless right now…

What can I do? Re-sit the paper? I’m tired to think about it.

Mad sad but can’t cry it out.

I’m so scared to tell my dad about this… shall tell him after all results are release.

Two more subject to go but the spirit of my soul is dead...

I need something to cheer me back! I know it is not the end of the world yet!

But what to do?

Argh, FML!

Death Stress

Exam is around the corner and i still not sure which chapter to focus! Grrr, this is really frustrated ! I don't know how the SEGI Management and UAD Programme work on.. Why we still have classes instead of study break ! and before study break that stupid Ms. Sheela already said wanna have 2 extra classes for lab class (Spreadsheet Class for MT0823F Assessment) but till now the date also haven set ! Ok, finally date was given but why it is on the date 3 days before the assignment needed to be submitted !! Really shit them la ! Oh, we still have Mr. Raymond class as well =.=

I still can manage it but how about the others ?? I can see few of my friend was sobbing and they were asking for my help =_________= As i am the 1st one to finish the assignment. What to do ? Have to help them also lar right ?

Left 1 week before exam and i still have no idea what to focusing.. Thanks for the stupid time management.. causing all people die of stress and gone crazy searching for tips and focus area. Some still in library doing research for their last minute assignment.. haiz, gambatte lor my friends !

Happy or Sad ??

I'm always look happy :D Happy is good, that why i always put smile on my face and laugh often. Happy people won't have so much worries and tense ! A happy person make the world look more beautiful :DD So do laugh and smile often kays ? But but but.. i dunno why these few day.. sometimes i will feel sad and wanted to cry. I don't why and just wanted to cry for no reason ! However, it only happened when i am alone. This is because when i'm with bunch of friends i won't think that much but when i'm alone i will think TOO much ! Only these few day larr.. i'm not always feel this way.. Haiya, i just dunno why... Did i need to find psychology ? haahha ! Or someone be my psychology but i dunno what to tell bcause i already said that i dunno why i feel THIS WAY ! No worries.. as i said it only happen when i'm

Don't Want Means No!

I DON 'T WANT !

I DON 'T WANT !!!

I DON 'T WANT !!

I DON ' T WANT !!!

I DON 'T WANT !!!

I DON 'T WANT !!!!

I DON 'T WANT !!!!

I JUST DON 'T WANT X 100000.... !!!!!

You are FAKE !

In conclusion, I STARTED TO HATE YOU !

Depress :(

This few day, i feel quitee sad because of some reason.. It is because i have some problem that i don't know how to solved it. I don't know if i should ask ? I don't know who i could tell ? I don't know who is the right person to tell my problem. I just don't know how to do ! I blah out those thing here just to make myself feel better.

I scared if i asked them, they will just said " no lah.. nothing ar.. got meh? " - but behind sure got something wan lor. 2nd, i scared i was over sensitive. Maybe they really nothing wan leh. But this problem keep annoying me. So what should i do ? asked them ? No way la, i just can't do it. Maybe i really think too much. I feel something had changed but i think that who had changed is me. Maybe, i'm the one who had changed. Maybe they are still the same person. They really is a very good and nice person. I shouldn't think they all this way. Maybe i was really over sensitive la. Millions of maybe in my mind ! This problem is really troublesome. I hate being into trouble cause it makes me just don't know how to do, especially when i face this problem. I sendiri cari pasal wan - nothing to do ma, so think too much liao lor. After i done my assignment, i felt that smile is really useful. It really does changes one's life.

Everyday i put smile on my face just don't want to makes others down. I don't want they feel sad because of my problem. I just don't want they involved. So now the best solution is smile and get over those problems. Forget it and act as everything doesn't happen before, everything is the same, everything is normal and i'm back to that normal me. The craziest of me, hahaa :D

My quote - i'm not copycats. It's really written by myself wan, hahaa :D Nothing is problem, problem is nothing !